odd feeling

I’m by now well past thirty, still unmar­ried (not sin­gle though), still living in a ren­ted flat, still child­less. I got a job with steady income though, go me!

Still, I’m still a kid at heart. So I thought. Only that I’ve recently star­ted to incre­a­sin­gly notice things invol­ving father/child rela­ti­onships. Movies, other folks around me, books… The theme sim­ply comes pop­ping up to me more and more.

It’s highly doubt­ful that there is sim­ply more of this stuff hap­pe­ning around me. Instead, it’s much more pro­bable that my unconscious­ness wants to tell me some­thing. So far, I’ve tried not to dwell on what exactly. Not wit­hout much suc­cess though.

Even more irri­ta­ting is that I keep noti­cing the „father“-angle of these things. All in all, I bet­ter hope there’s no par­ti­cu­lar order one has to do the conceive-a-child, plant-a-tree, build-a-house thin­gie in. Other­wise I’ll surely get it wrong.

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